It's not you, it's me.

Earlier today I reread my last post. Although almost two years ago not much has changed. I'm still investing myself in people who aren't willing to invest equally in me.They say when you are constantly single you need to evaluate that maybe the problem is you. I know I'm a fantaaaaabulous person but I am more aware now than ever to the weakness in my personality. I am weak. I used to think I was this "Don't take ish from no man" type of female but I'm really not. I'm too forgiving, I'm too compassionate, too complacent, too passive. I'm a "Yes hunny" type of gal now. It hurts to admit that but it's true. I put others before myself and I really shouldn't. It's one thing to know your faults but another to know how to fix them. I can't be a bitch. It's just not who I am. Yes, I get bitchy, but then I feel bad about it. I am right now at a point where I need to stop giving a certain male in my life my attention. We were dating, then ceased to date, then started dating again. I got emotional and started questioning where in turn we were headed which is never a good question to ask. If you don't know where a relationship is going, it is not going where you want it to. Needless to say we are just friends. I want more but I need to move on, I will
Move on! This blogging will help me.